Monday, July 27, 2009
don't feel like sleeping
hey im back...
hm.. its really very long when i last blog again
haha because someone make a comment of my blog that its boring...
so i am spending sometimes to think how can i improve on my blogging.
but its still the same
no idea at all.
hm.. maybe going to post once in a blue mood....
haha hope that the person that make comment on miie will recover soon....hope to see you in school later....
sometimes my thoughts love to bring miie back to the past...
in other words, my thoughts are telling miie that my only happiness stopped last year....
never going to be as happy as i was in the past.
love to see the smile, the activeness, the family and better you can say the distance when i use to stand with........i can say that although this distance is about 0.0000000001m away....
to you you will still think that....'Why are you still so far?'
:)have anyone have the same thinking like miie?
hm....yes i am really 'ben de ke yi'
i can honestly say that....i am not a very good guy
i bullies the weaklings
know their weakness then started to bully them
hm....what can i say.....i am a lan ren....
when i saw some photos that my primary school friends took with her stead...
i am full of envious. Full of pei fu. And full of.....don't know what can i say le
i can only say that he waits for her true love for 4 years
and now he have finally get his true love attention
both of them, they are very happy together
honestly i know both of them.
how i wish that i can at least be half of him.
having to control and knows what he want.....
able to control himself from the world full of temptation...
shadow?
have anyone of you all heard of it?
yes i did..
there are two meanings
1 are the dark figure that can seen in the night...
2nd will be 'people'
i make someone to go through this word...
can you imagine how bad i am now.....
i am xiaoqi, pervertic, naughty, useless, zhuang ke lian infront of people, act pro and like to cause a lot of problem to happen....
i wonder if there is a word without ME what will it looks like?
must be very peaceful ba.....
when will be my last mouthful of breath?
im scared...i don't want to die so early
but sometimes when times come, it will be very hard for us to react with it.
another will be because 'life is unfair'
we can't force something to happen when it can't happen at happen at all
if you are forcing it to happen in the other words, you are just lying to yourself...
its late now i know but i don't think i will sleep today
maybe i will wait for another 2 hrs and off to school.
***Die my cousin is having a wedding dinner this coming saturday
and now i am trobling about money
ya i am craving to get a new set of formal shirt.
Eg. new jeans, belts, neck tie and a formal shirt(better to be white in colour)
and another will be i felt bad if i go there empty handed.
will try to pack a ang bao of $50 for her
but the most important thing is that Angela i hope that you will be very xinfu.....and don't forget about my ang bao on chinese new year arh....lolx
ok shall end here....
readers sorry as its a bore post again.....
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Labels: living in the past...
Time: 2:46 AM
